Thursday, January 21, 2010

Wow! I feel like a loser:(

As usual, I woke up late yesterday and felt terrible about it. However I can't do anything about it and just fulfill the rest of the day; cooking, doing the laundry, washing the dishes(nak tunjuk rajin)... haha and more on watching tv, myspacing and facebooking. Now, about facebooking. I read my good friend's status. Panjang sangat status dia(she was thanking abang postman) but the main point is she got accepted to do medic in RUSSIA!!! Waaaaaah... Hebat2. So I have the chance to ask her a few question about the course etc.etc.. The programme will be start in February, belajar yang asas sikit and language. Tapi she said the SPM result kena kira jugak kalau nak sambung the programme. But no doubtlah... Dia mesti dapat sambung punya coz I think her result will be GEMPAK as usual..haha. Straight A1 eh eh A+.

So, CONGRATULATIONS to Nur Farhana!! She has been my rival since we were in standard 2( but she always win... haaa, cemburu). And she's the reason I pakai tudung coz I can remember vividly when we were in the same class, ada la this aunty(siapa punya mak tak tau) kat dalam kelas waktu tu teman her daughter letak bag. She said to us,
" Nama dah sama, muka pun nak dekat-dekat sama, tinggi pun sama( sekarang x la..haha)
  yang tak sama cuma sorang pakai tudung sorang lagi tak pakai tudung"
I don't remember I wanted a twin but yes I'm excited when there was someone like me( or I'm like her). Anyways, untuk menyamakan diri, saya pun pakai la tudung(on off juga lah)... But now pakai ikhlas kerana diri sendiri dan memenuhi tuntutan agama...Hopefully it will last, Amin~
So we were parted when we were in standard 3 because I shifted to another school. But kat mana-mana pun dia berada she always remain the best; juara tu lah, inilah, ketua itu, ini, best student la, yg best2 semua dialah.(sekarang angkat tangan siapa tak jealous..haha)

And yeah I feel like a loser because she will going to further her studies soon enough and already knew what she wanted to be, her ambition/s and on the other hand I still can't decide what I want to be, what course I want to take etc.etc. the future for me right now seems very blur. But anyhow I believe that we have the journey and destiny of our own and it is the best for us.
We just need to work and pray for the best:D



She's in purple.
From left: Syud, Syaf, Afifah, Ana, Nur Farhana, Syu
Semoga kita semua sukses selalu!!!:)

6 comments:

  1. ada ke orang tanya awak nyamuk? pegi jelaa solat hajat banyak2 and doa agar tuhan membuka hati parents awk bg buat culinary arts....after all, doctors and pharmacists kene makan gak... :D

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  2. oh yes, Farhana! jangan rasa sperti loser....you are destined for great things too! just not in medicine nye branch since awk tak brape suke bio. mana tau one day awk jadi engineer terulung malaysia dlm bidang aviaton/chemical/geosciences :D think positive, k... lots of love.... :P

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  3. ahaha . tau takpe . jeolous gilaaaaaa dgn dia !
    :D

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  4. Aha thnk u syazana:0
    Afifah bila nak beat dia ni..?

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  5. haha . mmg xley beat ah budak pandai gila cmtu . haha :D

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