I'm a heartbreaker

MISS ME?

I don't think so lah. I'm not anything to you pun. Mesej I bila ada kepentingan sendiri? Betul? Kalau I mesej buat tak tahu pastu bagi excuse bodoh. Buat apa mesej you buat habis kredit tinggi bill je. Lu ingat bapak wa cetak duit ke? Nak ajak orang keluar suruh aku yang ajak.. Kau takde hidung ke? Telephone masing2 ada kan? Ada kreditkan? Kalau takde boleh topup kan? WHY ME? Aku ni kau punya hamba abdi ke nak buat camtu...??? I'm being generous all this while but not anymore. Mesej orang bukan dia reply pun... Buat sakit hati je..BABI Pastu heret aku sana sini, make me wait, pastu tak ikut plan. Jumpa sapa2 entah. Bukannya girlfriend kau pun kau nak heret aku sana sini. Kalau bf aku takpe gak. Pastu tanya soalan pasal how-to-tackle-someone and relationship thingy. Do what you suppose to do la!! Let me make myself clear here:

I DON'T HAVE ANY RELATIONSHIP BEFORE THIS TO GIVE YOU ADVICE PEOPLE!!!

Saya hanya mendengar, memberi nasihat atas dasar kawan dan saya ikhlas.Terpulang kalau nak ikut ke tak nasihat saya. Kalau tak happy dengan your partner dan tidak nampak apa2 solutions untuk you guys punya relationship problem... DUMP DIA sahaja. Kan saya dah cakap you guys deserve better??? I mean it when I said that.

There is a HUGE different between SAYANG dan TERDESAK.

dan saya KECEWA, SANGAT KECEWA

Keluar dengan orang lain boleh, kalau saya ajak keluar asyik tak jadi je kan? Can't you make time for me? Didn't you miss me? Why the HELL I,ME ,SAYA saja kena start EVERYTHING???!!!! I have to keep up with you EVERY SINGLE TIME? U tak pernah pun nak mesej I to ask what's going on in my life..

I know I don't do much; setakat duduk lepak kat rumah so maybe you rasa I'm just fine and there's nothing to ask. For GOD'S SAKE! YOU KNOW WHO I AM TO YOU???

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I DON'T WANT TO UNDERSTAND THAT YOU ARE BUSY!!!

I NEVER EVER WANT TO UNDERSTAND THAT!!! Get it?

I thought I am one of the most important people in your life. So treat me and make me feel like one because I don't. Mungkin saya saja yang perasan...

LIST YOUR EXCUSES PEOPLE... BUT I'M MIGHT NOT WANT TO HEAR IT.

TIRED OF BEING 'MIDDLEPERSON'

just tired...

I know I'm not acting professionaly but who cares right? It's just me.