Another piece of me

It is supposed to be from me... Nevertheless,

Assalamualaikum and hello again everyone. Yes, I'm here quite soon. Just want to share my masterpiece again. I'm suppose to study right now since I'm having test on Monday and there are loads of cases that I need to remember. So yeah, as usual, who on earth got the mood to study when the time is set right? Maybe there are people that need a specific time to study. But that don't work that well for me. As for me, when the time come I will work my ass of. Not very good though. What if the time comes when it is too late? Yikes!

Anyways, I think I need to take my shower. Hopefully the mood comes rolling down to me.

Here's my 'The Big Golden Cat'. Using soft pastel. Love it to the max.

Until the next post.

Regards,
addiction.

Burung hantu

Omputeh kata OWL.

Salam and hello everyone. Lama dah tak blogging... *tiup habuk. Now I'm back just to keep it updated. Yes, as you all know, well, maybe some of you don't, I am really into sketching/drawing/painting and anything to do with that la. So I have produce a few artworks. Mainly drawing of cartoons and of course I asked people around to get their feedback. Most of them say 'okay', 'cantik'. If you want to see my artwork you guys can check out my instagram: hannasaif. So yeah, day by day, i love it more and more. I have one sketch book (the old one) and new sketching notebook which on the cover I wrote 'Inspire' in my very own cursive writing :P I also save whatever idea that comes to my mind in my phone memo. I collected all the material/tools/medium (i don't know what is the correct term) whatever you called it, it is my dear,dear,dear colour pencils, oil pastels, soft pastels, coloured pens and markers and water colours :3 I love them to infinity and beyond. To relate to the title, I have drawn an owl with graduation hat on and i dubbed this owl as 'Intelligent Owl'. This drawing is dedicated to my soon graduating sister. Tahniah!!!! Congratulations!!!

It's not perfect but still lovable :3

Last week, I went to Malacca. It was a last minute plan. 5 of us. We had fun. I had the chance to go to Muzium Kesultanan Melaka. Yes, after 21 years live as Malaysian, I finally visit the museum. We did some shopping, food hunting and sight-seeing.  I bought pareo (long piece of cloth that you can tie into various fashion). Been wanting that for so long and finally got it. Yeay me~!! I didn't really wear it though. I use it as a blanket ;P

Yesterday, I got the chance to be the emcee for prestigious MMU Awards 2013. Yeay me again :3 I've been longed to be one since I attended the last year's ceremony. Thank you to individuals that giving me this opportunity and support to pursue my small ambition. Gracias~!!! I get some compliment and  good advice from my emcee partner, Rishi, abang2 teknikal, Encik Omar, my sayang and others. Not bad for a first timer ey? My gold skirt is my mom's. (Psstt, it's her wedding skirt). I am honored to wear it on my important day Mama~! Thank you.

Me and Rishi

And the gold skirt (suits the theme: black and gold. Me on the far left)

As much as I like to be in the spotlight, I also love working backstage. Dan impian tercapai juga when I became one of the stage management crew for MMU's own Puteri Gunung Ledang Musical organize by SAKTI. Not only that, since they are shorts of extras, they want me to be the extra for a few scenes. So, I get to be on the stage and all over it. Wee! I love the experience, the good and the bad of it, the acquaintance that I made. But I still don't get the chance to hold the walkie talkie. Next event perhaps, yes.

In short, dreams come true. Alhamdulillah :3 The awesomest week evah!

Until the next post. Take care :)

Regards,
F.

So soon

I'm back~!!! Hehe... Holiday maa... and nak lepas rindu katakan. So petang tadi I exercise my right-side brain and came out with this:

Hehe.. ada banyak lagi lepas ni. These are all my university friends.

Until the next post :)

And...

XOXO,
F.

The First Entry for 2013

Bismillahhirrahmanirrahim :)

Salam everyone. Tak nak tulis banyak pun. Just want to share something with you guys. Something that I grew fond of lately. It gives me satisfaction as much as when I am writing my blog.

Daripada yang ini:

Bertukar kepada ini:

Itu saje. Have a happy new year~!

ootttmmh part 3

Something that I came out with during a skype session with annoying orange...hahahaha XD

And,and,and... A few days back I got myself a new Jason Mraz CD

I'm a big fan of his :) When I was 14 I thought I fell in love with him already. I listened to his Mr. A-Z cd almost every night before I went to sleep. Bella Luna is my favorite.

'i'm just a singer, you're the world. all i can bring is the language of a lover'

Ok Farhana. Enough post for today.

Alrite peeps, till next time.

Love,

Love

In the making

Workin' on this baby. It's going to be tough. I know it's not going to be perfect but it will be worth the try.

^.^v

My work station

Love it. When I connect the printer to the laptop and start scanning my drawings I feel soooo professional. (I can dream can't I?). And count the boxes that you see. XD

Love,

Art lover

Cleaning Operation

I've been cleaning my sister's room yesterday. Not thoroughly but just enough for it to look tidy and pleasant. So me and the Small Star (vacuum cleaner) were best friend. And guess we going to stay that way for days to come. ^.^V One thing that I really love about cleaning up is you get to throw A LOT of space-takers. At times, you wonder why you keep all that stuff. As for me, I like to keep things because I really think I will come in handy one day (never really comes..haha). But sometimes it does come in handy. Anyways, back to my sister's room, I changed the bed sheet and make sure the pillow case match the bed sheet. I also find the exact number of pillows for the all the pillow case. And I add two more square pillows (not that we use them much) as 'touch up'. Tadaa~~ now the room look like in interior design magazine. Just the bed.

Cozy isn't it? I put up not new but clean curtain as well. God knows when the last time we wash the old curtain. Very dusty and gray although the color is brown. I just love the ambiance. The sunlight pouring in into the room through the curtain. There's no need to turn on light during daylight. Yeay! I changed the position of the bed as well. Before, the curtain was beside the bed. Get me? Okay, errrmmm, before, Toby was not facing the front. He was facing towards his left. For those who don't know, that's Toby by the way :). How I wish to have my own room. I will upload my drawings of my 'dream room'. Not immediately. Just check out this post tomorrow for the drawings.

Okie dokie. Got to go now. See ya :)

Hey sorry for the delay. Mind you my drawings are really cartoon-ish

Cute isn't it? The green one is the bean beg. On the shelf is full with my favorite books and CDs. And there's Toby on the bed.

I want to have this mirror. Very diva-like. And the lights really work.

My study table. (Getting lazy to color this one. FCM students must be laughing at me).

One of the walls is full with postcards, world map, Australian flag that I bought during my last visit there and birthday cards, picture frames or just pictures :) Very nostalgic.

And... A good old big arm chair and the feet-rest for my convenient reading. And lamp post (hahahaha)

Kuey Teow stick together

Assalamualaikum and greetings everyone :)

So the title above is the name that I bestowed upon the food that I cooked today. Yes people, I, me do the cooking just now. As you guessed it, I cooked some kuey teow (actually 2 packets of it). It wasn't all great. Because it stuck together and somehow 'hancur'. It's not a very good thing to stir the kuey teow all the time and api tak boleh kuat sangat. Okay, my bad. I don't know. But now I know. And 'udang kering' isn't that great to put in there. Ke saya yang tak reti rasa..? I got a whole lot of good stuffs with me just now: udang and kerang. Sometime thing doesn't appear the way we want it to be. That is what I learn in cooking. My mom said that it taste good but it was sticky. Gee, thanks. "Cita-cita tu ada tapi tak jadi seperti apa yang digambarkan." That was the exact words she said. Hahaha... Been there, done that. Anyhow, it leads me to a new discovery. Next time I'll cook the kuey teow so good even your grandchildren can get the taste of it! Hah! (who am I against here?).  

I don't eat the kuey teow much. It was depressing because it didn't turn out the way I want it to be. And maybe because dah kenyang minum Milo ice blended. That is one thing I good at; making drinks :) Yeah, by the way, I was fasting today. So that's why I don't eat much....? Hahaha. Eh tapi betul. Mama cakap when you cook it takes sometime for you to feel hungry after you cook. Maybe sebab penat or kenyang bau asap kot. Hahahah. Kejap lagi kot makan balik. And maybe I am sad as well that's why I don't eat much. Me being typical me: always sad over a small thing. No worries my dear, we going to fix this kuey teow stick together. Turn it into something that does not stick and can be swallowed. LoL. Anyways, it is fun in the kitchen when you get to 'throw' all the bowls and plates into the sink. After you chop something and then you slide the chopping board and the knife into the sink. Such a nice feeling :) I don't have problem washing them all. Been doing that all my life. My sister will clean the table and I'll wash the dishes. And sing. One of the things that makes me happy... Hee XD. Other than that you also get the ransack the freezer/refrigerator (whichever) to find the ingredients that is needed. If its not the thing that you want you just throw it to the back. So fun XD. (do excuse my somewhere-wrecked-mind). But I must do that when my mom is not around. Hoho

So yeah people. That's all for today. Need to go now to reheat the kuey teow. Judge no.2 want to have a taste of it (abah). Toodles.

p/s: kuey teow <--- is this the correct spelling?

Something that I did during my stress time (off topic)

And, today's special:

Love,

Budding chef

Dear blogpost,

I have so much to write about but so little time. So, again, it is always race against time and struggle between doing something that sooth you and something that should be at the top of your priority list (i.e revising for final :S). But me being me, I'm just going to write anyway XD <-- happy face.

I think the faster that I accept the fact that I'm being the middle person/mediator/lamp post/consultant or anything in between for the rest of my life the happier I would be. I should stop view it as a disadvantage. In fact, it is a credit for me. It seems that I am a good listener and reliable. If that is true, I humbly thank you. :') But as a normal human being I have my own limit. Let me get this straight people; I can't solve every problem in the whole world (nobody ask you to b****) hahaha. I really love to try my best to help those that seek advice/help/companion from me. But this is when things get ugly. When the problem is not solve I get really upset. It seems like I'm useless, it's like I haven't done my part well. The fact is the person has not done his/her part. So, it's me who get overreacted, over upset. And it annoys me so much when I have to tell that particular person for the repeated times (kalau tak ulang-ulang bukan nasihat la kan?) But, I don't know... at certain times annoying la. Haha.. My bad. So yeah, advice for myself: it's not your problem, listen, advise, and move on with your life :) Simple.

Since I wrote this, jangan la mcm 'eh tak nak ah cakap ngan dia ni. nanti dia emo'. You can always tell me your problem if you want to but the problem occur when I care too much la. But I'll make sure after this I will not care too much. Haha.

Time to pen-off now. Live your life positively.

Hee :)

Love,

The one that cares

ootttmmh part 2 ;)

One of the things that makes me happy

Early morning or Late night

Besides Mok and Cit, there are two more living things that very much alive in this room; me and Zab. I (we) can’t sleep. I try to but my eyes won’t shut. Maybe I already had my ‘nap’ before seven in the evening so that explains why I am awake at this hour. (Tak sedar diri esok kelas pukul 8, later in the morning actually). But never mind I think I’m going to use this time to... well, write! It is not the best time though. Marina is sleeping. I can tell you she’s tired from her travel and annoyed because of those entire hostel/house thingy. So, yeah I hope the noise that my dancing fingers make does not bother her the least. And guess what people… I’m also annoyed because there is no internet in our room. It’s like what..? 10 to the power of 2 times and I was also annoyed of other things… So, HAPPY ANNOYING DAY people. No, not you guys. It’s just not my day. Monday blues that what we always called it. But my Mondays are not always blue. But yeah, yesterday it was blue. Enough. So where was I? Here in my room can’t sleep, no internet, feeling a bit down… Morning soon will greet me with its endless demands. Sometimes it is really helpful when we can divide ourselves into 2 or 3 persons. Each does different tasks that need to be done. Taaddaaaa!! So that you yourself will not feel tired and everything is settled. But that would be really scary though… haha. Maybe some of you will think ‘what the hell is this girl talking about la?? Never heard of time management before is it??’ and PRIORATIZE. Big word there huh? Big meaning as well, at least right now, for me. It is hitting me like a few times in the last 2 weeks. Painful. Especially like when you don’t know to say ‘NO’. I’m kind of a yes-girl type. I say yes to almost anything.

I hold post in 2 clubs you see. So it’s hard for me not to say ‘no’ because I feel that it is important for any individuals with such high post to show their commitment towards any event (of the club) that take place. At this point I’m always not sure which should come first. Often I readily to put aside whatever that am I doing at that time (how important that work is) to show my commitment. This is what I think: It’s a group work thing alright. So everyone has to give their best. No excuses; not even something that is more important. Let me repeat, that is what I believe and it applies to me only. That last bit (something more important) is what I have to deal with. And often it put me in conflict with myself and other people (myself is a little bit because of other people… get it?) So yeah, I want to show my commitment so much because like I said it’s a group thingy (one down, everything plummet) and you hold a post (role model), I don’t want people to talk bad about me (my incompetency), I like to be safe, it’s the only thing I think I’m good at (I cannot find happiness in the ‘more important’ thing) and I’m not good at handling criticism. Why am I not good at that? Because have this GREAT GREAT tendency to take it personally. Most of the time I take it personally, honest. So… I had laid out my reasons. What’s next? I’m still not sure about this whole prioritizing issue. It is always there to mess up my mind. Not to mention I am always-confuse-sort-of-person. Sigh… So yeah which one you think should come first? Happiness or something that is more important? Given that both is independent event. If I can show you a Venn diagram they would be in separate circles (showed you dy). Really far apart. But anyhow, I got really some good advice and support about this whole thing. Thank you so much. You know who you are J Okay Syaz, any comments on this issue? I really like to hear from a future psychologist. J (But no rush la my dear. I know your assignments are piling up). So, I think that’s all for this time. I should really go to sleep now. Why I have a feeling that I’m not going to class later? Haha…Ok I feel relieved. I already put it off my chest now. :’) Advices are welcome.  

Alrite peeps. Gotta keyboard-off now. Nytes. Sweetdream.

Sincerely,

The mind and all its confusion.