Dear blogpost,

I have so much to write about but so little time. So, again, it is always race against time and struggle between doing something that sooth you and something that should be at the top of your priority list (i.e revising for final :S). But me being me, I'm just going to write anyway XD <-- happy face.

I think the faster that I accept the fact that I'm being the middle person/mediator/lamp post/consultant or anything in between for the rest of my life the happier I would be. I should stop view it as a disadvantage. In fact, it is a credit for me. It seems that I am a good listener and reliable. If that is true, I humbly thank you. :') But as a normal human being I have my own limit. Let me get this straight people; I can't solve every problem in the whole world (nobody ask you to b****) hahaha. I really love to try my best to help those that seek advice/help/companion from me. But this is when things get ugly. When the problem is not solve I get really upset. It seems like I'm useless, it's like I haven't done my part well. The fact is the person has not done his/her part. So, it's me who get overreacted, over upset. And it annoys me so much when I have to tell that particular person for the repeated times (kalau tak ulang-ulang bukan nasihat la kan?) But, I don't know... at certain times annoying la. Haha.. My bad. So yeah, advice for myself: it's not your problem, listen, advise, and move on with your life :) Simple.

Since I wrote this, jangan la mcm 'eh tak nak ah cakap ngan dia ni. nanti dia emo'. You can always tell me your problem if you want to but the problem occur when I care too much la. But I'll make sure after this I will not care too much. Haha.

Time to pen-off now. Live your life positively.

Hee :)

Love,

The one that cares