Congratulations! (Long post. You got time? Cool.)

I would like to congratulate myself on my Convocation recently. To mama and abah also. I made it finally! Alhamdulillah. After 5 years of hardship and ranting and ups and downs my university life has finally come to the end. *there's something in my eyes*. Well, it is always a mixed feeling. I am glad that I made it through but at the same time, I am still going to miss my student life. 5 years went so fast. As long as I can remember, I still have not done my tutorials properly. It's either I did it at the eleventh hour or I can never get it right. So much to do but so little time. I think that it was some sort of motto I live in during uni days. HAHAHA. Of course nobody else was to blame except for me. I get myself busy with co-curricular activities. Hence, the race against time. I also have this resolution of getting As for my subject and study as hard and as smart as I can so that I can improve my pointer when it comes to new semester. Yeap as you have guessed and I have guessed when it comes in the middle of the semester, I can only be thankful if I pass all the subjects at the end of the sem. Getting As would be a bonus. HAHAHA. I have my regrets but I am thankful for so much other things in my life.

My participation in co-curricular activities in one of the things that I am happy with. I always enjoy life outside classroom. Heeee. I remember my mom told me I don't want to do my homework at the age of 7 (if I'm not wrong) because I told her I am smart and I already know that. Well, I have to write my ABCs repeatedly when I already know my ABCs since I was 3. Make sense why I don't want to do my homework yes? But in Uni case, I told myself that I can only love and do Accounting that much and any extra work done would be pointless because I will still not be able to score more. Sometimes I want to beat myself so hard because I have limited myself. But anyhow, that was the decision I made. So I have to live with it. SO, back to co-curricular activities, Sekretariat Sekolah@MMU was my platform to get into all the event management things. I have learnt a lot from here - teamwork, friendship, relationship - you name it. Though I do not participate in it anymore, it is still dear to me. All the best to the legacy.

I wish all those who graduated best in career and life. And for my friends hope that we keep in touch and see you soon. InsyaAllah.

Love,
Farhana.

Howdy Do?

Heeeeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy there :) Hugs and kisses. I miss this. Long time no?

I HAVE to do this. I have to write, I have to blog. I feel my writing skill has gone really bad. It's hard for me to construct a proper sentence. I've mentioned this before right? I feel that the words are clogged inside my head and my fingers freeze when I wanted to write them because it's HARD~!!! Anyways here's to a new start. Hopefully I'll be consistent. Lol. Hmmm... So what's up?

I have finally graduated after 5 struggling years in Uni. Yeay me :) What? Wait... Struggling ke? Hahaha... Yes of course! But it was fun though. Although I have experienced a little bit of bitterness every now and then, it was normal peeps. Life is full of ups and downs right? Now I am currently looking for jobs. Hope that I get lucky ;)

So both of my younger sister and brother has all grown up. One is taller than me but me don't care that much because I am tall (enough). I still somehow maintained my weight though. Still underweight. 5 years and still in my 40s. I think I can hardly do anything about it. My brother, I expect him to be taller than me and I'm not surprised if it is in a few months. He is currently in Perlis, memorizing the holy Quran at one of tahfiz schools there. He feels that our education system is not challenging enough and hence, he seeks adventure there. My younger sister is going to continue her study in Uni soon. Awww... My younger siblings are all grown up and I want to cry now. May Allah ease their journey obtaining knowledge. My one and only older sister is currently working in KL in a development company. It's everything that she wants from a company. Lucky her!

So my parents are awesome as always. Getting older but still blessed with good health and happy marriage. Alhamdulillah :) And... they keep asking me to find work. Hahaha. It's not that I'm not finding one. But really slowly. Hey I went to career fair, if that wasn't good enough. I want to stay at home for a longer time since I was so busy with exams, assignment and event during the sem break. So yeah... I'm here mom and dad, if you need me! After this Im going out again ;) So better use me while I'm available ;P

Me and Khairul, we are boring and awesome as always. We are currently, if you may, in a long distance relationship (Subang Jaya - Cyberjaya) ;P. Got to see each other at least once a week or whenever we wanted to. Lol. He's currently doing his fyp and since I'm still looking for jobs, weekdays are still available for meet up. Miss seeing him everyday though. Friends are great. Some of them already landed a job. We still contact through Whatsapp but catch up sesh is kinda hard and only during weekends. But we gonna see each other during convocation sooonn :)

So that's about it for now. I know it's waaaayyyy to late but I would like to wish Muslims around the world happy Eid ul Fitri. May Allah bless us always.

Last but not least, I would like to pat myself on the back for typing this whole new post. :) More are coming insyaAllah.

Love,
F.

Star Gazing

I was sitting alone,
in the bus
Looking outside the window
Star gazing
Tracing 'em, connect 'em
Of shining dots, to create meaning
Then you came
Not to be bothered by stars
But tracing still
The lines of my foot
To give meaning
Understood and then we lost
And let the star gaze

Yeayers!

Assalamualaikum and hey hey hey :)

Today is Sunday and tomorrow is Monday. Blerghhh... Have to go to work. But I don't have any pending work for the weekend.. Yeay! :) so as I mentioned I'm going to share with you some stories with you.

So recently, I mean last year I got A LOT of opportunities to be an emcee for events. I'm very very very very very very happy when emceeing. Dari dulu memang suka mengacara ni. I remembered when I was small, dekat Disney channel ada this show I can't remember the name but Azura jadi pengacara with 3 other people. I always love that show. So dulu ada buat video sendiri interview adik2 and kakak sendiri for that show kononnya. And I always love Majalah 3 at TV3. Memang pernah bercita-cita2 la untuk jd pengacara Majalah 3. Be it yang dekat studio or yang jalan2 cari content for the program. But that remains that for a while.

So as I mentioned, dekat sekolah pun pernah jadi pengacara for a few times. But lepas tu macam terkubur jap cita2 tu. Maybe sebab masuk you ambil accounting and then I have to struggle with it and the fact that I take up that course not on my own will but then again I don't know or I can't decide what I want to be so yeah... confusion. So last year emceeing for a few events was super awesome. It feels like dream came true. Memang rasa nervous before start event. But I enjoy every second of it. So enough with the talk, picture time~!!! :)

First and Grandest :) with experienced Rishi

Ihya' Ramadan Program organized by Ministry of Education Malaysia.
Credit to the photographer. No copyright infringement intended. 

Convofest '13 Opening Ceremony

Power Transition Ceremony (SRC)

Piala Tun Dr. Siti Hasmah 2014. With Im, the highschool mate :)

Takde gambar betul time emcee. T@MU's Take 7

Majlis Perhimpunan Agung Tahunan (MAPAT)/ AGM Sekretariat Sekolah@MMU
(both pictures)

And that ladies and gentlemen, my happy moments

No dreams are too big, no dreamers are too small. 

p/s: I am looking forward to be emcee for events. I'm enthusiastic and committed. If you want to see it for yourself, please do not hesitate to drop an email at farhana_262@yahoo.com.sg :) 

When it only amount to this

I don't really like having dispute with people. I don't like to pick up fight with anyone except Khairul. Hahaha. Joke. I don't like it  now more because it will hurt my jaw every time I think of the moment I get hurt with people's remarks or what they have done or not done to me. Yes, hurt my jaw. Rasa lenguh. Because I often clinch my teeth when I'm stress. Thinking of it making me stress and... woa wait! Im going in circle explaining... Never mind. IT's just HURT physically and mentally. Period.

What is more frustrating is that the urge want to stand up for myself or to hurt them back only amount to this: writing in blog which not that those people follow me or read my blog. Is there anyone still reading my blog? Haha. It's like I'm scolding my teddy bear and the only thing he do is keep smiling and all those yelling and screaming and explaining to him only gives me minimal satisfaction. Ouh how I love to scream out those foul words to them and hurt them back. But then again, I don't like having dispute with people. What would happen to my image if I responded like a mad person. No I don't like it either. And even if I would explain it in a well manner, things not going to be the same again. I'm afraid of jeopardizing relationship I guess. Hmmm... And the other thing that I usually did was told Khairul about it. I told him the exact words I'm going to said to the person I'm discontent with - if i'm ever going to tell.

So, I just can't really you know fight back. Maybe because I think the outcome will always be negative. If the outcome is positive would it be a waste not to response back. I did response. But very diplomatically.

So here it goes:

1) Please open your eyes and heart and know me better. ;) You'll be glad that I'm not the one that cares (to those kind of thing). I'm not kepoci. Seriously, I have a humongous number of things to do that makes me happy rather then search for stories to tell. The fact that I DON'T EVEN tell stories. I only joke around with you and it seems to me that you're the filler and I just play along, the killer, the puncher. Masih diplomatik. Haha. My policy is if people want to tell me anything I listen and JUST listen. If people don't want to share their stories, even if I know about it briefly, I won't force them to tell. It's their right to remain silence about it. Maybe before you point out flaws to other people, you can reflect your self first. Sometimes the root to the problem is you yourself :)

2) The previous sem is hard and challenging and I can assure you that I really have worked for it. For me the result is satisfying, more than I expected. Ouh if you could only share the fear with me. I know it's NOT A LOT well for you. Don't you feel like asking how is it for me? For me it's A LOT. A simple encouraging remarks would do. And I don't really ask for rewards. Things. If you want to give that really all up to you. I'm not asking. I only ask for meaningful support. That's it. I'm simple like that and you guys more than any other person knows that. Love you guys, nevertheless.

3) Please don't mind I'm not eating with you, accompany you every where, or not doing something with you. I'm like this. I move fast and independent. I don't want people to follow me and I can't stick to other people's schedule because I have a plan of my own. If you want me you then have to keep up. Well, that sounds harsh no? Let's just say that I have my own plan. Yes, I'm aware of the boyfriend issue. I would love each and every one of you to have your love ones nearby. And and and tell me if you don't want to see him everyday when he's just next door, okay? Apart from that, I will try do my best to spend time with you guys okay? ^.^v

And sadly, it only amount to this.

Regards,
Fana Ayam.

Rindu

I miss writing here. Nothing about factual matters but the only fact that remains are my feelings and thoughts. :'( It is always race against time.

No pressure people

Assalamualaikum and hello :)

It's been a long time no? Happy Ramadan to all muslims :)  May this Ramadan bring barakah to all of you. Amin~

Yeah, so... how do I start? It's all in my head but it is kinda hard to put it in sentence. Actually I do have the sentence in my head - the main points. It's just the introduction part. We always have problem with introduction right? So, never mind, here we go. So recently I realized (just realized) that I have been under a lot of pressure. I have no time for 'trivia' stuff - the fact that they are essential part of me like blogging and doing art stuff. I have to keep up with my own schedule. I somehow have A LOT of things to do. I barely had time for myself. So I forgive myself for not having time doing the fun things because I 'don't have' time and I take 6 subjects for this semester so I have to keep up. Ironically, not very much 'things' can be settled on time. Since, time is insufficient for me. I think I have manage time well but it was not fruitful. I don't know. I'm not sure where it went wrong and I don't even want to know the reason - well, not yet, not now. So yeah that makes a part of my stress life.

Recently (also) I've disappointed because things doesn't turn out to my favor. I've been working for that 'thing' all my heart out - it makes to my top priority. It's definitely my passion, my stage. I believe I am the best thespian on stage and best player on the field. But, as I mentioned things didn't happen the way that I want it to be. I am disappointed, defeated. I know I'm the best (waaahhh... confident gitew) but just not my rezeqi I guess. Mungkin kena reflect diri sendiri balik. Confident tu penting tapi over-confident tu tak bagus. I tend to look down on poeple. Rasanya sebab buat kerje tak ikhlas kot. Niat tak betulkan... tu la jadinya. Sebab nak tunjukkan kat orang yang kita ni bagus. Everything is competition. Then, the EGO comes in. I kinda actually stop having fun to prove myself worthy. Aduh, stress -.-" Lupa pulak you can never satisfy people. And nothing is certain. So yeah, tersentak jap.. sentak ye bukan sentap. It's okay to expect something but if it doesn't turn out like how you want it to be DON'T DESPAIR. Because something better might awaits you. Lain kali jangan sombong dan takbur. Faham adik2? Buat kerja biar ikhlas dan haraplah ganjaram dari Allah dan bersangka baiklah selalu. So pengajaran for me I guess.

So, I kinda take everything slowly now. Tak nak tamak sangat. Hahaha... But I still need to rush things though but not too rush. I'll take my time appreciating small things that give me significant comforts. I really want to enjoy things that need to be done and I will. Kalau nampak saya stress cakap kat saya 'GO GET A LIFE!' pastu simbah air. Tapi kalau nak kena tumbuk buat la... hahah. Joking! But the simbah air part tu tak yah buat la.

So, yeah that's about it. Sorry ayat berterabur. Lama dah tak mengarang. Selalu tulis essay je for assignment. Nak buat ayat mudah pun tak reti dah. Huhu. Next post in sha Allah pasal kucing ^._.^ me love cat.

Until then, see ya in the next post.

Regards,
Farhana

Tiup habuk

Hey I'm still here. Just drop by to say hello. I'll be writing again soon :)

Stop stoping

Salam and hello everyone.

Sitting here on my 'bed' - my travelling mat and typing this. My comforting moment would be when I Imagine or for real sitting comfortably in a couch, my hair tied up into a bun and the fringe decorate my forehead, touches the frame of my spectacle. With my favorite book cupped in my hands. I feel geeky and cute already :P Accompanied by a mug of hot chocolate. Very winter-ish. I enjoy letting my thoughts have their own way for a while, let my imagination running wild.When I do this recently, with no book in my hands, just lie down staring at the wall, a thought came to me that what's really stopping you from doing something is you yourself. 

Take me for example. Last two weeks I have given a chance to be an emcee for a grand award giving ceremony. As I mentioned in previous post, I have been longing to be the emcee for the ceremony since I attended the last year award giving ceremony. So this year, it's like a dream comes true. I got the offer. But at first I hesitant (can you believe that?). I've been wanting it for so long and I hesitated. Annoying much. Reason being, it's far too late (not sure for what). I got the offer 4 days before the event day. I even said to a friend that I readily to give up the offer because it is far too late to... be prepared I guess. And plus I don't have appropriate dress to wear. So yeah I guess, 4 days is not enough for me to find the right dress. Pfft. Diva much. Hahaha. But yeah, because I have another event in the same week, so I have to be at the grand hall for rehearsal. So no time for me to search for the right dress. Yeah, I have to be there all the time and no time to go anywhere because I am too dedicated (read with sarcasm)...lol. In short, I'm still thinking about the offer but I'm ready to give up. I really have that problem of wanting something so much and in the end, when I can get that thing, I give it up. Problem much. Much much.

But then, I talked this over with my sweetheart. He said that not to worry about the dress and he said that I have that thing in me, being an emcee. And yes I normally doubted myself. He reminds me that I wanted this so much since last year and don't let this petty things get in a way or I will regret for giving it up. He said, we will find time to find the right dress for the ceremony. And we did. And my mom & dad drive all the way from Subang to deliver her gold skirt for me to wear for the ceremony. My sayang also mentioned, don't be afraid of screwing things up (not badly) just normal mistake for a first timer like me and don't be hard on yourself if screws happens...Haha. Kind of first time for me for emceeing big event like this in university. I used to be emcee at high school for quite a number of events; Teacher's Day and that sorts. In the end, I take up the offer. And so there was I on Friday evening at the grand hall, again, for rehearsal. So I met my emcee partner and I started to feel inferior. I saw him last year and he was good. He has this big afro hair and I think that's an extra feature to appear more charismatic and firendly.I don't really have 'extra feature' and I am so thin I'm afraid that they might confuse me with a mic stand during the ceremony...lol. Exegerate much. I get nervous during the rehearsal, tongue tied so people keep asking me to relax. But they are making me more nervous. :S

So that night, I freaked out a little. Okay, I cried over the phone with my sayang and yeah I was sad because of something else too. I wanted to follow my parents to Australia for my sister graduation. So I cried. And I think the shawl doesn't match with the skirt. I feel inferior because I'm not good as my emcee partner. So I'm afraid I ruined the ceremony. Worries much. In my own Malay term I called this as 'serabut' which literally means messy but for me it means there's a lot of things that I'm thinking of and then I worry too much. Sayang said calm down, and I'm thinking too much. If my emcee partner is good then get advice or tips from him how to be a good emcee and observe him, learn from him. And so, I took the advice but still worried a little. So Saturday comes; day, rehearsal, night, the ceremony commence. And Alhamdulillah I did pretty well - I give myself 3 out of 5 stars. Some said that I did pretty well as a first timer :3. And my shawl suits the skirt and I did not end up wearing all black with gold shawl. I did my own make-up, fyi :3 In the end, interesting experience, dreams come true, not give up the thing that I wanted so much. Self enrichment. It really boost my confidence to try new things.

To point out, whatever my sweetheart says to me; don't give up, don't let challenges bring you down and all that sort is something that I know, something that I can think of. Maybe all  I need is some sort of reassurance and support so that I won't stop myself from doing what I really long to do and this is what I want and I must work for it and it is not impossible. I think that's a function of the ones you love. They support, advice, motivate and even scold you to make it a better person, to help you to achieve your dream. So here I would like once again to thank all individuals that giving me support and especially to my sayang. HOW on earth you can be soooo optimistic? It's annoying sometimes. If it wasn't for you I might be sitting there at the dinner table still wishing that I am the one emceeing the ceremony. So thank you and love you :)

So this is me last year just taking pictures with the emcee, and on the right is me emceeing with him.

Dream come true ey?

This is my chubby, supportive, optimistic sweetheart 

I put your picture in my blog so BE PROUD now... hahaha

Another piece of me

It is supposed to be from me... Nevertheless,

Assalamualaikum and hello again everyone. Yes, I'm here quite soon. Just want to share my masterpiece again. I'm suppose to study right now since I'm having test on Monday and there are loads of cases that I need to remember. So yeah, as usual, who on earth got the mood to study when the time is set right? Maybe there are people that need a specific time to study. But that don't work that well for me. As for me, when the time come I will work my ass of. Not very good though. What if the time comes when it is too late? Yikes!

Anyways, I think I need to take my shower. Hopefully the mood comes rolling down to me.

Here's my 'The Big Golden Cat'. Using soft pastel. Love it to the max.

Until the next post.

Regards,
addiction.

Burung hantu

Omputeh kata OWL.

Salam and hello everyone. Lama dah tak blogging... *tiup habuk. Now I'm back just to keep it updated. Yes, as you all know, well, maybe some of you don't, I am really into sketching/drawing/painting and anything to do with that la. So I have produce a few artworks. Mainly drawing of cartoons and of course I asked people around to get their feedback. Most of them say 'okay', 'cantik'. If you want to see my artwork you guys can check out my instagram: hannasaif. So yeah, day by day, i love it more and more. I have one sketch book (the old one) and new sketching notebook which on the cover I wrote 'Inspire' in my very own cursive writing :P I also save whatever idea that comes to my mind in my phone memo. I collected all the material/tools/medium (i don't know what is the correct term) whatever you called it, it is my dear,dear,dear colour pencils, oil pastels, soft pastels, coloured pens and markers and water colours :3 I love them to infinity and beyond. To relate to the title, I have drawn an owl with graduation hat on and i dubbed this owl as 'Intelligent Owl'. This drawing is dedicated to my soon graduating sister. Tahniah!!!! Congratulations!!!

It's not perfect but still lovable :3

Last week, I went to Malacca. It was a last minute plan. 5 of us. We had fun. I had the chance to go to Muzium Kesultanan Melaka. Yes, after 21 years live as Malaysian, I finally visit the museum. We did some shopping, food hunting and sight-seeing.  I bought pareo (long piece of cloth that you can tie into various fashion). Been wanting that for so long and finally got it. Yeay me~!! I didn't really wear it though. I use it as a blanket ;P

Yesterday, I got the chance to be the emcee for prestigious MMU Awards 2013. Yeay me again :3 I've been longed to be one since I attended the last year's ceremony. Thank you to individuals that giving me this opportunity and support to pursue my small ambition. Gracias~!!! I get some compliment and  good advice from my emcee partner, Rishi, abang2 teknikal, Encik Omar, my sayang and others. Not bad for a first timer ey? My gold skirt is my mom's. (Psstt, it's her wedding skirt). I am honored to wear it on my important day Mama~! Thank you.

Me and Rishi

And the gold skirt (suits the theme: black and gold. Me on the far left)

As much as I like to be in the spotlight, I also love working backstage. Dan impian tercapai juga when I became one of the stage management crew for MMU's own Puteri Gunung Ledang Musical organize by SAKTI. Not only that, since they are shorts of extras, they want me to be the extra for a few scenes. So, I get to be on the stage and all over it. Wee! I love the experience, the good and the bad of it, the acquaintance that I made. But I still don't get the chance to hold the walkie talkie. Next event perhaps, yes.

In short, dreams come true. Alhamdulillah :3 The awesomest week evah!

Until the next post. Take care :)

Regards,
F.

Begin again

Assalamualaikum and hello people.

Writing from my newly bought laptop. No external keyboard anymore :) This is heaven. Yeay!

See you in the next post. 

monday morning

Yellow :) another comic strip for you guys. enjoy :)) pictures; credit goes to mkAPz

So soon

I'm back~!!! Hehe... Holiday maa... and nak lepas rindu katakan. So petang tadi I exercise my right-side brain and came out with this:

Hehe.. ada banyak lagi lepas ni. These are all my university friends.

Until the next post :)

And...

XOXO,
F.

How Uni Works

Salam and hello everyone :))

Sihat? How are you? Como estas? Kaifa haluka/i? Harap semuanya sihat-sihat belaka. My final exam for 2nd sem 2nd year just ended. And yes it's time for holidddaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyy. Dan seperti biasa tak holiday sangat sebab ada program. So cutinya sekejap sahaja. Kepada siapa yang mengenali aktiviti saya mereka akan tahu program yang tidak asing itu ialah Program Sekretariat Sekolah@MMU. Kali ini di Perlis. Semoga dipermudahkan urusan kami semua. Amin~ 

Now, back to the topic, it always occur to me that every semester is different but the same. Haaa.. macam mana tu? I'm sure it happens to other university/college (or equivalent) as well. Let's starts with the end. After exam, semua muhasabah diri, fikir balik how they did it for the last exam. Whether it is good or bad, azamnya still sama utk sem depan: buat betul2. Specifically, kita akan berazam untuk pergi ke kelas(yang ni tak sangat kot), buat tutorial, study awal untuk exam, habiskan assignment cepat2 so that we have time to revise. Semuanya yang positive la senang cite supaya exam sem depan boleh buat dengan lebih bagus. So new sem started. WE TRY to do as we plan to. But selalu tak jadi... Awal2 sem kerja tak bertimbun lagi so,  tangguh la dulu. Kawan ajak keluar lepak no hal punya. Tutorial tak buat. Study nanti2 la. Bila tengah sem dah busy sikit. Dapat assignment ada group meeting. Banyak la group meeting nya dah 4/5 subjek dengan individual assignment lagi kalau ada. Time ni dah start menyumpah dah. Tapi bila nak lepak still on. Kerja campak tepi. Realitinya, for most of us, lagi seminggu ke deadline, baru nak buat. Hoho... Kurang tido siapkan assignment sume, pastu nak kena study untuk final pulok. Untung kalau ada study week kalau takde bersemputlah anda revising untuk final. Ikut la cara belajar macam mana, ada yg dah prepare okay, okay la... Ada yang stay up.. pastu exam week. Kalau ada yang tak sempat2 nak belajar tu mesti fikir 'I wish I have managed my time well'. Jadi mula la azam untuk manage masa betul2 pada sem akan datang. Lepas exam result pulak keluar. Result tu pun menyumbang kepada kepraktikan azam tu. Kalau result okay relax sudah. Kalau tak okay kemungkinan azam tu akan dilaksanakan. Dan realitinya lagi sekali azam hanya tinggal azam. Hanya beberapa kerat je yang berjaya.

I admit I one of those yang mencuba tapi hasilnya tak sesempurna yang dibayangkan. Lebih-lebih lagi sem yang baru saja tamat ni. It occur to me that life at uni is not all about getting good grades by studying. It's about getting good grades by managing your time. And sometimes it's not even about good grades. It's about preparing ourselves to face the 'real world'; managing time; you have more things to do than you have time for all that; dealing with people; group assignments, organizing event; responsibility and everything outside the classroom. I'm not saying that getting good grades is not important (it is VERY important) but real world requires more that that. They want skills: communication, peoples skill. I know, I know... the world is too demanding! They want us to be all rounder but somehow we got tangled. But yeah that's the fact.

So yang mana baru nak masuk uni/college tu enjoy and have fun 'juggling'. Hahah... All the best to all. To all mmu-ian pray that your result turn well. Kalau dah usaha, Allah tak kan mensia-siakan usaha kita. In sha Allah.

See you in the next post. :) Take care, hugs and kisses.

XOXO,
F. (Ala-ala Istanbul Aku Datang gitu...hahaha)

February post

Salam. Hi J Today is one of my unproductive days. So, I thought I might just want to write about it so that I will feel better. I miss blogging and I don’t do it much recently. Yes, it is because of the laptop keyboard. Don’t really like typing with this one. But I did. I can’t bear not typing this any longer. I might get a new laptop when new semester started. Or the latest, during the next academic year. It is currently during the exam week in MMU. So yeah, I have 3 more papers to go. One had disappointed me. Like really, really bad. I really thought that I can nail that one since 2 out of 3 coming papers are really difficult. But my strategy went plummet. And my back up plan is? Yeah, nail the other 3 papers and by that I mean crack your head now before you crack your heart later. Right? Spanish paper was the first but that doesn’t really count much as it is pass or fail subject. I can fathom Spanish quite well. Si, como no J *pray that I pass.

So now, I am SUPPOSED to revise like nobody business but I end up editing my own picture J Jyeaaahhhhhh. #likeaboss. Edited picture is for private view only. Sorry. Not that nice though. I am amateur editor. I don’t have that sharp skill in editing but I take this as my start.  Since I can’t show you the picture I’ve edited just now, here’s   a masterpiece of mine that I’ve edited 2 years back. It was for my computer application II assignment for my website. J I love art.

I am a happy child again. Until next post peeps. Assalamualaikum

p/s: oh and it's February ;) winkwink

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Assalamualaikum and greetings :)
How's everybody been doing. Things have been pretty hectic for me. I'm working on an event and I have to make sure everything runs smoothly. And I must stick to it to the end. You know me and my doing-things-halfway. I guess it is time for me to break the habit. Tension juga rasanya >.<" Like it or not I MUST do it. Wish me luck :)

Liana is going to sit for PMR tomorrow. So all the best dear Liana you have work for it and it's time for tawakal. Just remember whatever happens you have done your revision and exercises. You have done your part. Yang lain tu beserah kepada Allah. InsyaAllah kalau sudah usaha, Allah tak akan mensia-siakan usaha dan doa Liana. Same goes to other PMR-ians. Fighting! :)

Ok... Whatelse... Hmm... I've been working on a mini jigsaw puzzle. It's just bsjdjjshskdiwi. Hahaha. It trains your focus and patient and your eye-sight and anything to do with small details..hee. And I am going to complete it. Hell yeah! ^.^v

Owh that orange cat I told you in one of my previous post, yeah he never made it. But he was getting better. We took him to the vet. And the vet gave him injection and clean him up. So as we all thought, this time is going to be okay. But no, again. :,( So sad. My mom said he was good. If he wanted to eat he sat by the kitchen cabinet. And when he needs to pee he went to the toilet. Maybe he was trained by his 'family' before this. So, yeah.. He just... Died. Seriously. We think that he already being infected by virus and cannot be cured. :(

Btw his name is Awang.

And from that day on, I just don't want to take care of cat anymore. They somehow just die 'in my arms'. However, that's just only me. During the exam week mama called me and said 'hey we got a new cat' and I was like NNNNOOOO. The cat is white and so we call him Putih. Naive, cute and manja and kampung sikit. Haha. Dah besar dah kucing ni. My cousin give it to my brother. Dia yg tergedik-gedik sgt nak kucing.

I didn't bring my toolbox back. So i guess it's just going to be work, tv/movie and cooking and like always, being a housewife (a lazy one).

Alrite. That's all for this time. I'll see you in the next post.

Love,
Farhana

Say My Name

Awww... So sweet sayang. Main game pun teringat saya ^.^

Happy Holiday ^.^v So much to do so little time

Here I am again

Bersempena Royal Visit Prince William dan Kate Middleton ke Malaysia dan Sabah especially, saya persembahkan lagu...

This is my second post about them... Hehe

Tak nak cakap pasal mereka pun sebenarnya. Saja nak cakap rindu Sabah. especially Tambunan dan adik-adik di rumah anak yatim Tambunan. :') Tempatnya sejuk (lagi sejuk dari Cameron Highland) dan sangat peaceful. The last time I went to Sabah is when I was 12 years old. Waktu tu pun macam sedar tak sedar... Hahaha. Waktu kat Sabah you tend to speak like them. I have to admit susah juga la nak communicate tapi boleh juga la faham. Pegi waktu bulan puasa haritu for Sekolah@MMU Sabah II & Ihya' Ramadan. Terima kasih adik-adik kerana sudi beri kerjasama dengan abang-abang dan kakak-kakak. Penat kan puasa tapi masih semangat. Sayang adik-adik :) InsyaAllah nanti kakak visit Tambunan lagi. 

Bukan gambar tampal ye belakang tu tapi bukan gunung Kinabalu