Happy New Year!!!

Omg I just found myself a new year resolution. Write more in blog! That's it. I hope I can do it. My writing sucks nowadays. I think it is due to a lot of tweeting and facebooking. You only have to write short sentence. You don't have to think so much about the sentence structure.

So okay! All the best to me. May Allah ease and may my writing be beneficial to everyone that reads it insyaAllah.

Love,
Farhana :)

This is love

Ain't it? Oh if I can only hug this virtual thing tightly, I would. I miss blogging big time! I can feel my heart is blooming. It's like falling in love all over again :)

Yeayers!

Assalamualaikum and hey hey hey :)

Today is Sunday and tomorrow is Monday. Blerghhh... Have to go to work. But I don't have any pending work for the weekend.. Yeay! :) so as I mentioned I'm going to share with you some stories with you.

So recently, I mean last year I got A LOT of opportunities to be an emcee for events. I'm very very very very very very happy when emceeing. Dari dulu memang suka mengacara ni. I remembered when I was small, dekat Disney channel ada this show I can't remember the name but Azura jadi pengacara with 3 other people. I always love that show. So dulu ada buat video sendiri interview adik2 and kakak sendiri for that show kononnya. And I always love Majalah 3 at TV3. Memang pernah bercita-cita2 la untuk jd pengacara Majalah 3. Be it yang dekat studio or yang jalan2 cari content for the program. But that remains that for a while.

So as I mentioned, dekat sekolah pun pernah jadi pengacara for a few times. But lepas tu macam terkubur jap cita2 tu. Maybe sebab masuk you ambil accounting and then I have to struggle with it and the fact that I take up that course not on my own will but then again I don't know or I can't decide what I want to be so yeah... confusion. So last year emceeing for a few events was super awesome. It feels like dream came true. Memang rasa nervous before start event. But I enjoy every second of it. So enough with the talk, picture time~!!! :)

First and Grandest :) with experienced Rishi

Ihya' Ramadan Program organized by Ministry of Education Malaysia.
Credit to the photographer. No copyright infringement intended. 

Convofest '13 Opening Ceremony

Power Transition Ceremony (SRC)

Piala Tun Dr. Siti Hasmah 2014. With Im, the highschool mate :)

Takde gambar betul time emcee. T@MU's Take 7

Majlis Perhimpunan Agung Tahunan (MAPAT)/ AGM Sekretariat Sekolah@MMU
(both pictures)

And that ladies and gentlemen, my happy moments

No dreams are too big, no dreamers are too small. 

p/s: I am looking forward to be emcee for events. I'm enthusiastic and committed. If you want to see it for yourself, please do not hesitate to drop an email at farhana_262@yahoo.com.sg :) 

As-Sami'

Don't you just feel relief and reassured every time as you know there is As-Sami' - the Hearer of all.

When nobody wants to listen to you, you know there's always Him to listen to your every prayer and complains, your wish and basically everything. He always listen. Fret not my friends.

So pour your hearts out to Him. He will listen as Allah is As-Sami' and Al-Alim - the Knower of all. 

Regards,

Fana :)

And Alhamdulillah for the good that He bestowed me today. 

Haaaa lidaaaayyyyy

Yeppie :) 3 weeks holiday. Rasa MMU macam generous pulak bagi cuti banyak2..hewhew :3 Anyways, the first week dah habis sebab join event. Same old same old yet special Sekolah@MMU. This time dekat Kelantan. Akhirnya, saya dah conquer satu peninsular setelah 21 tahun hidup di bumi Malaysia ni. Next stop Sarawak.

Cadangnya sekarang nak lipat kain. Sambil tengok movie/pasang lagu kat laptop. Tapi kebiasaan la kan kalau bukak laptop tu susah nak move on buat benda lain. So end up check out fb/twitter yang dah setahu... sehari je tak bukak. lama la jugak tu kan sebab during semester almost 24 hours bukak laptop study/assignment punya pasai. Lepas tu blogging sbb dah lama tak blog. I can never really function when there is people around. Sometimes. So tak jadi lipat kain. Esok je la jawabnya... Esok kena:

Beli groceries
Basuh kain
Lipat kain
Sort and buang buku

Cakap pasal buku, baru sekarang boleh lepas rindu baca novel. I love my sweet sweet sweet time cuddling with books (bukan buku teks). Sebab rindu ni la habis tergendala all the house chores. Rindu sangat. So say whatever to house chores... Hahaha. Cuti ni habis satu novel pun okay. Dari bila entah asyik bukak novel baru... baca separuh jalan lepas tu tinggal. and then repeat. So azam cuti ni habis kan novel. Sebuah je... I miss painting, sketching as well :/ Tapi tak bawak balik barang2 pun sebab tau tak kan sempat punya buat di rumah. So bawak balik my 'inspire' spiral notebook tu je and a pen.

Masa lain plan nak buat spring cleaning. PLAN. In sha Allah buat. Just clean almari buku je. So yeah. No biggie. Tapi takut distracted pulak. Anyways, tadi saya dapat idea nak buat notebooks. mcm vintage like note book. :3 yeay me. kita tgk nnt berhasil ke tak. tak sabar.

Okay nak pi tidoq kan adik2. Walaupun dah besar still kena teman kan tido. So what I do usually saya akan ceritakan kisah Pak Musang and Mak Ayam. Classic. Tak tau korang tahu ke tak. The same story everytime diorang nak tido. Mcm bonding session sebelum tido. Walaupun cerita yang sama saya ubah sikit2 ikut keadaan semasa. im cool liddat ^.^v

Ok peeps. Toodles :3

Stop stoping

Salam and hello everyone.

Sitting here on my 'bed' - my travelling mat and typing this. My comforting moment would be when I Imagine or for real sitting comfortably in a couch, my hair tied up into a bun and the fringe decorate my forehead, touches the frame of my spectacle. With my favorite book cupped in my hands. I feel geeky and cute already :P Accompanied by a mug of hot chocolate. Very winter-ish. I enjoy letting my thoughts have their own way for a while, let my imagination running wild.When I do this recently, with no book in my hands, just lie down staring at the wall, a thought came to me that what's really stopping you from doing something is you yourself. 

Take me for example. Last two weeks I have given a chance to be an emcee for a grand award giving ceremony. As I mentioned in previous post, I have been longing to be the emcee for the ceremony since I attended the last year award giving ceremony. So this year, it's like a dream comes true. I got the offer. But at first I hesitant (can you believe that?). I've been wanting it for so long and I hesitated. Annoying much. Reason being, it's far too late (not sure for what). I got the offer 4 days before the event day. I even said to a friend that I readily to give up the offer because it is far too late to... be prepared I guess. And plus I don't have appropriate dress to wear. So yeah I guess, 4 days is not enough for me to find the right dress. Pfft. Diva much. Hahaha. But yeah, because I have another event in the same week, so I have to be at the grand hall for rehearsal. So no time for me to search for the right dress. Yeah, I have to be there all the time and no time to go anywhere because I am too dedicated (read with sarcasm)...lol. In short, I'm still thinking about the offer but I'm ready to give up. I really have that problem of wanting something so much and in the end, when I can get that thing, I give it up. Problem much. Much much.

But then, I talked this over with my sweetheart. He said that not to worry about the dress and he said that I have that thing in me, being an emcee. And yes I normally doubted myself. He reminds me that I wanted this so much since last year and don't let this petty things get in a way or I will regret for giving it up. He said, we will find time to find the right dress for the ceremony. And we did. And my mom & dad drive all the way from Subang to deliver her gold skirt for me to wear for the ceremony. My sayang also mentioned, don't be afraid of screwing things up (not badly) just normal mistake for a first timer like me and don't be hard on yourself if screws happens...Haha. Kind of first time for me for emceeing big event like this in university. I used to be emcee at high school for quite a number of events; Teacher's Day and that sorts. In the end, I take up the offer. And so there was I on Friday evening at the grand hall, again, for rehearsal. So I met my emcee partner and I started to feel inferior. I saw him last year and he was good. He has this big afro hair and I think that's an extra feature to appear more charismatic and firendly.I don't really have 'extra feature' and I am so thin I'm afraid that they might confuse me with a mic stand during the ceremony...lol. Exegerate much. I get nervous during the rehearsal, tongue tied so people keep asking me to relax. But they are making me more nervous. :S

So that night, I freaked out a little. Okay, I cried over the phone with my sayang and yeah I was sad because of something else too. I wanted to follow my parents to Australia for my sister graduation. So I cried. And I think the shawl doesn't match with the skirt. I feel inferior because I'm not good as my emcee partner. So I'm afraid I ruined the ceremony. Worries much. In my own Malay term I called this as 'serabut' which literally means messy but for me it means there's a lot of things that I'm thinking of and then I worry too much. Sayang said calm down, and I'm thinking too much. If my emcee partner is good then get advice or tips from him how to be a good emcee and observe him, learn from him. And so, I took the advice but still worried a little. So Saturday comes; day, rehearsal, night, the ceremony commence. And Alhamdulillah I did pretty well - I give myself 3 out of 5 stars. Some said that I did pretty well as a first timer :3. And my shawl suits the skirt and I did not end up wearing all black with gold shawl. I did my own make-up, fyi :3 In the end, interesting experience, dreams come true, not give up the thing that I wanted so much. Self enrichment. It really boost my confidence to try new things.

To point out, whatever my sweetheart says to me; don't give up, don't let challenges bring you down and all that sort is something that I know, something that I can think of. Maybe all  I need is some sort of reassurance and support so that I won't stop myself from doing what I really long to do and this is what I want and I must work for it and it is not impossible. I think that's a function of the ones you love. They support, advice, motivate and even scold you to make it a better person, to help you to achieve your dream. So here I would like once again to thank all individuals that giving me support and especially to my sayang. HOW on earth you can be soooo optimistic? It's annoying sometimes. If it wasn't for you I might be sitting there at the dinner table still wishing that I am the one emceeing the ceremony. So thank you and love you :)

So this is me last year just taking pictures with the emcee, and on the right is me emceeing with him.

Dream come true ey?

This is my chubby, supportive, optimistic sweetheart 

I put your picture in my blog so BE PROUD now... hahaha

Another piece of me

It is supposed to be from me... Nevertheless,

Assalamualaikum and hello again everyone. Yes, I'm here quite soon. Just want to share my masterpiece again. I'm suppose to study right now since I'm having test on Monday and there are loads of cases that I need to remember. So yeah, as usual, who on earth got the mood to study when the time is set right? Maybe there are people that need a specific time to study. But that don't work that well for me. As for me, when the time come I will work my ass of. Not very good though. What if the time comes when it is too late? Yikes!

Anyways, I think I need to take my shower. Hopefully the mood comes rolling down to me.

Here's my 'The Big Golden Cat'. Using soft pastel. Love it to the max.

Until the next post.

Regards,
addiction.

Burung hantu

Omputeh kata OWL.

Salam and hello everyone. Lama dah tak blogging... *tiup habuk. Now I'm back just to keep it updated. Yes, as you all know, well, maybe some of you don't, I am really into sketching/drawing/painting and anything to do with that la. So I have produce a few artworks. Mainly drawing of cartoons and of course I asked people around to get their feedback. Most of them say 'okay', 'cantik'. If you want to see my artwork you guys can check out my instagram: hannasaif. So yeah, day by day, i love it more and more. I have one sketch book (the old one) and new sketching notebook which on the cover I wrote 'Inspire' in my very own cursive writing :P I also save whatever idea that comes to my mind in my phone memo. I collected all the material/tools/medium (i don't know what is the correct term) whatever you called it, it is my dear,dear,dear colour pencils, oil pastels, soft pastels, coloured pens and markers and water colours :3 I love them to infinity and beyond. To relate to the title, I have drawn an owl with graduation hat on and i dubbed this owl as 'Intelligent Owl'. This drawing is dedicated to my soon graduating sister. Tahniah!!!! Congratulations!!!

It's not perfect but still lovable :3

Last week, I went to Malacca. It was a last minute plan. 5 of us. We had fun. I had the chance to go to Muzium Kesultanan Melaka. Yes, after 21 years live as Malaysian, I finally visit the museum. We did some shopping, food hunting and sight-seeing.  I bought pareo (long piece of cloth that you can tie into various fashion). Been wanting that for so long and finally got it. Yeay me~!! I didn't really wear it though. I use it as a blanket ;P

Yesterday, I got the chance to be the emcee for prestigious MMU Awards 2013. Yeay me again :3 I've been longed to be one since I attended the last year's ceremony. Thank you to individuals that giving me this opportunity and support to pursue my small ambition. Gracias~!!! I get some compliment and  good advice from my emcee partner, Rishi, abang2 teknikal, Encik Omar, my sayang and others. Not bad for a first timer ey? My gold skirt is my mom's. (Psstt, it's her wedding skirt). I am honored to wear it on my important day Mama~! Thank you.

Me and Rishi

And the gold skirt (suits the theme: black and gold. Me on the far left)

As much as I like to be in the spotlight, I also love working backstage. Dan impian tercapai juga when I became one of the stage management crew for MMU's own Puteri Gunung Ledang Musical organize by SAKTI. Not only that, since they are shorts of extras, they want me to be the extra for a few scenes. So, I get to be on the stage and all over it. Wee! I love the experience, the good and the bad of it, the acquaintance that I made. But I still don't get the chance to hold the walkie talkie. Next event perhaps, yes.

In short, dreams come true. Alhamdulillah :3 The awesomest week evah!

Until the next post. Take care :)

Regards,
F.

monday morning

Yellow :) another comic strip for you guys. enjoy :)) pictures; credit goes to mkAPz

How Uni Works

Salam and hello everyone :))

Sihat? How are you? Como estas? Kaifa haluka/i? Harap semuanya sihat-sihat belaka. My final exam for 2nd sem 2nd year just ended. And yes it's time for holidddaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyy. Dan seperti biasa tak holiday sangat sebab ada program. So cutinya sekejap sahaja. Kepada siapa yang mengenali aktiviti saya mereka akan tahu program yang tidak asing itu ialah Program Sekretariat Sekolah@MMU. Kali ini di Perlis. Semoga dipermudahkan urusan kami semua. Amin~ 

Now, back to the topic, it always occur to me that every semester is different but the same. Haaa.. macam mana tu? I'm sure it happens to other university/college (or equivalent) as well. Let's starts with the end. After exam, semua muhasabah diri, fikir balik how they did it for the last exam. Whether it is good or bad, azamnya still sama utk sem depan: buat betul2. Specifically, kita akan berazam untuk pergi ke kelas(yang ni tak sangat kot), buat tutorial, study awal untuk exam, habiskan assignment cepat2 so that we have time to revise. Semuanya yang positive la senang cite supaya exam sem depan boleh buat dengan lebih bagus. So new sem started. WE TRY to do as we plan to. But selalu tak jadi... Awal2 sem kerja tak bertimbun lagi so,  tangguh la dulu. Kawan ajak keluar lepak no hal punya. Tutorial tak buat. Study nanti2 la. Bila tengah sem dah busy sikit. Dapat assignment ada group meeting. Banyak la group meeting nya dah 4/5 subjek dengan individual assignment lagi kalau ada. Time ni dah start menyumpah dah. Tapi bila nak lepak still on. Kerja campak tepi. Realitinya, for most of us, lagi seminggu ke deadline, baru nak buat. Hoho... Kurang tido siapkan assignment sume, pastu nak kena study untuk final pulok. Untung kalau ada study week kalau takde bersemputlah anda revising untuk final. Ikut la cara belajar macam mana, ada yg dah prepare okay, okay la... Ada yang stay up.. pastu exam week. Kalau ada yang tak sempat2 nak belajar tu mesti fikir 'I wish I have managed my time well'. Jadi mula la azam untuk manage masa betul2 pada sem akan datang. Lepas exam result pulak keluar. Result tu pun menyumbang kepada kepraktikan azam tu. Kalau result okay relax sudah. Kalau tak okay kemungkinan azam tu akan dilaksanakan. Dan realitinya lagi sekali azam hanya tinggal azam. Hanya beberapa kerat je yang berjaya.

I admit I one of those yang mencuba tapi hasilnya tak sesempurna yang dibayangkan. Lebih-lebih lagi sem yang baru saja tamat ni. It occur to me that life at uni is not all about getting good grades by studying. It's about getting good grades by managing your time. And sometimes it's not even about good grades. It's about preparing ourselves to face the 'real world'; managing time; you have more things to do than you have time for all that; dealing with people; group assignments, organizing event; responsibility and everything outside the classroom. I'm not saying that getting good grades is not important (it is VERY important) but real world requires more that that. They want skills: communication, peoples skill. I know, I know... the world is too demanding! They want us to be all rounder but somehow we got tangled. But yeah that's the fact.

So yang mana baru nak masuk uni/college tu enjoy and have fun 'juggling'. Hahah... All the best to all. To all mmu-ian pray that your result turn well. Kalau dah usaha, Allah tak kan mensia-siakan usaha kita. In sha Allah.

See you in the next post. :) Take care, hugs and kisses.

XOXO,
F. (Ala-ala Istanbul Aku Datang gitu...hahaha)

The First Entry for 2013

Bismillahhirrahmanirrahim :)

Salam everyone. Tak nak tulis banyak pun. Just want to share something with you guys. Something that I grew fond of lately. It gives me satisfaction as much as when I am writing my blog.

Daripada yang ini:

Bertukar kepada ini:

Itu saje. Have a happy new year~!

A friend: Kita nak tunjuk dia punya profile. Tapi kan awak... Dia takde la hensem tau.

Cinta tak kenal rupa. I know that is true. Be proud of your love ones. Even though dia tak berapa cantik/kacak/slim/tinggi/buff.You sure had fall for something that has more value than that :) Fret not dearies.

I like it :)

Here I am again

Bersempena Royal Visit Prince William dan Kate Middleton ke Malaysia dan Sabah especially, saya persembahkan lagu...

This is my second post about them... Hehe

Tak nak cakap pasal mereka pun sebenarnya. Saja nak cakap rindu Sabah. especially Tambunan dan adik-adik di rumah anak yatim Tambunan. :') Tempatnya sejuk (lagi sejuk dari Cameron Highland) dan sangat peaceful. The last time I went to Sabah is when I was 12 years old. Waktu tu pun macam sedar tak sedar... Hahaha. Waktu kat Sabah you tend to speak like them. I have to admit susah juga la nak communicate tapi boleh juga la faham. Pegi waktu bulan puasa haritu for Sekolah@MMU Sabah II & Ihya' Ramadan. Terima kasih adik-adik kerana sudi beri kerjasama dengan abang-abang dan kakak-kakak. Penat kan puasa tapi masih semangat. Sayang adik-adik :) InsyaAllah nanti kakak visit Tambunan lagi. 

Bukan gambar tampal ye belakang tu tapi bukan gunung Kinabalu

Do you feel like blogging?

Because I do. Yes as you guess it... It's my stress time (final is around the corner). No, I'm not stress. I am stress because I'm not stress. Y U NO STRESS? Some of you think it's might be a good thing rite? It is but at times like this it is not. Anyways, I am still stress that I'm not stress. So I am stressed out. Enough.

I just cut my fingernails (itu pun nak cite) and every time I type rasa sakit kat hujung tu. Penah rasa tak? And keyboard ni tak sedap. I use keyboard spare tu since my laptop punya rosak. Masuk air... Hujan tak tutup tingkap... Aigoo. Jadi shot la kot. Huruf G, H, backspace, print screen tak leh pakai. Annoying. Rosak waktu assignment tengah melambak. Imagine my assignment tu kan tulis orang putih dan betapa banyaknya perkataan 'the' tu kena tulis. Siapkan sume dulu pastu tambah huruf H kemudiannya pakai on-screen keyboard. =.=" huuu... tapi takpe la... Damage has been done. Move on ye cik adik, move on.

I don't know what to write actually but I just feel like writing. This evening I confused lemon grass and grass jelly. I thought cincau is the lemon grass.. Whaa..??? Anyways, petang tadi, i mean for lunch i had this pasembor penang and cendol. Sedap la jugak. You guys know kan im not very fond of eating so sorry if i said it's 'sedap la jugak' when it is suppose to be 'sedap gila'.

Hmmm... What to write next? MMU boring.. Haha.. Tetibe.. Lololol. Mama ckp ni symptom tak balik rumah during the weekend. Hmmm.. Ada open house dan kononnya nak study. Konon la ada la jgk sikit. Dalam 10%?? Hee.. Huu.. Adoyai.. Ok mood please datang. Please please please i beg you. This morning my brother called and he said 'Kak Far! Ada anak kucing baru' and I was like not again... Bukan serik tapi takut sedih lagi.

Before raya ada these two kittens kat belakang rumah. Jumpa on a different day. Nama mereka Kecik & Bulat. Dua2 sudah tiada :'\ Bermula pertemuan bersama Kecik di belakang rumah, dalam longkang, right before sebelum nak buka puasa. Kesian Kecik... basah dan kesejukan. Cute face dia dan bunyi bising leads to a rescue mission. Bulat pula, duduk sendirian sambil meng-eooww pada pukul 7 pagi. Kes yang sama... muka yang comel dan bunyi bising menyebabkan kami selamatkan dia. Letak diorang sekali dalam satu box. And then we were like aaawww... adik beradik because both pun same color. Sampai sekarang tak tahu jantan ke betina. Macam too small to tell. Lolz. Kitorang ada jugak letak kat belakang rumah mana la tau mak dia datang kutip tapi kucing-kucing kat belakang tu sekor pun tak nak mengaku anak. Sheesh...

Tak tahu kenapa sayang sangat kat dua2 ekor ni. Bila pkir pemergian diorang ni boleh rasa sebak yang teramat sangat dan tidak impossible boleh menitiskan air mata. Mungkin jumpa time raya agaknya. Pemeriah suasana la katakan. Bawa balik Alor Staq tau diorg ni... haaa.. hebat tak? Kecik2 dah travel. Mungkin juga saya rasa mereka ni ada harapan untuk besar dan jadi a part of the family (they already did). Mama and abah sangat supportive. Mama siap suruh beli bottle. And they also take turn susukan the kittens. They said mcm ada anak kecik pulak. So yeah, I really want a future with the cute little kittens. Tapi apa kan daya, Allah lebih mencintai mereka. :'\

Mula2 Bulat mati dulu. Lepas tu Kecik. Tak tahu apa sebabnya. Mungkin demam kot. Memang menangis gila dan murung je hari Kecik pegi tu. I was thinking what went wrong, did I hurt them in any way and I fikir that I can't see them ever again and tak dapat tengok diorang membesar. :'\ It's very hard for me to deal with the loss and it takes sometime for me to let them go. Now ada anak kucing baru pulak. Abah jumpa dekat tgh jalan waktu nak balik ke rumah from masjid. Nasib baik tak terlanggar... ambil la bawa balik rumah. Dan hati saya meraung 'kenapa..???' hahaha.. over. Ish tak baik betul, rasa macam menyalahkan takdir pula. Astaghfirullah. So yeah, kucing baru ni warna jingga,lupa namanya apa.. Liana dah bagi nama dah. Tapi matanya tak bukak and dia tak meow sgt. Kalau eoow pun pelan je bunyi. Katanya abah nak bawa pegi vet. Hopefully everything goes well. Kucing baru ni besar sikit dari Kecik & Bulat so dah boleh bg biskut la kot. Tak kecik sangat so tak perlu la risau sangat nak bagi makan apa.. ye tak?

Esok baru nak balik rumah nak jumpa si oren. hee...

Itu saja for this post. See you in the next post.

Comel kan? Kecik

Yin and Yang. Kan dah kata adik beradik

Playing outside di Alor Star.

Dah pandai keluar box :')

Ada video lagi... Mana tak sedih.

Before I go to sleep

That is actually a title of a book. I haven't got the time to read it aaannnddd there's one that I 'currently' reading, haven't finish it yet (note that currently is past few months XP) Anyways, I don't want to talk about that right now. I'm actually in the middle of doing my tax assignment (pssst.. the due date is extended until after Raya. Yeay for now). This always happens regularly when you are doing your assignments or studying for your finals, there are always, suddenly, something to write about, words and ideas just flowing into your minds and your hands get really itchy; it wants to write BADLY. If doing my assignments makes me write blog posts, then I'm satisfied. Writing this blog is one of the things that makes me happy. So, bring in the assignments!!! KIDDING... I had enough to inspire me. :)

Move on to the main point that I actually want to deliver: I THINK flash mob is inspired by hindi movies. Why? You know it's like when suddenly everyone knows the exact same step for the choreography and knows the song; it's like so magical. The singing part in hindi movies somehow suggest that when you are happy then the world will be happy for you... No hasad dengki and whatnot... Hahaha... They wear colorful clothes and sing, dance for you, with you. And all of you spread the happiness to every part of the world. At one point sing and dance in India at other times in Switzerland, London, US.... yada yada. As for waktu sedih, the world seems to understand your sorrow. Imagine it happens in real life: you are happy that you finish your assignments, everyone around starts singing and dancing. That would be cool and weird no??? Hahaha. Ok apa lagi nak tulis...hmmm. I think that's about. Enjoy the videos. They are one of my favourite:

Oh yea... Now dah masuk 10 last day of Ramadan. Sooo... mari manfaatkannya. Let's make these nights worth it :) InsyaAllah.

p/s: I'm not even going to sleep.

Regards,
Farhana

quick post

 

Credit  to all the little ones in the picture. they take turn snapping the pictures above :)

Not perfect but still beautiful.

In discovery of myself,

I found love...

Regards,

Farhana  <| : ) 

Updated

Assalamualaikum and greetings :)

It's been a long time no? Rindunya menulis di blog ni :') I mean in a proper paragraphs and not emotional short post. Hahaha. Well, things happen sometimes. Anyways, yeah. I've been busy lately. Ye, ni mungkin satu statement yang lame yang selalu anda dengar especially the one that are close to me. Saya busy tak tipu. :'3 The earlier weeks in mmu was hell. There were A LOT of activities. Bersepah gila! Then the following weeks so-so la. Kalau ada busy-o-meter it will be at the yellow area. Now, my mid-sem break officially start bbuuutttt I have to go to Sabah for a program: Sekolah@MMU Sabah II. Tadi tidur petang dah mimpi dah sampai Sabah :) Excited much. I have tons of thing to write especially activities during the previous sem break. Tapi tak sempat... Sedihnya kalau nak tulis balik dah tak ingat dah, ingat tajuk je. It's so sad when I cannot write in details, deliberate it. Huuu... : '\

So, here's a summary of what happen (some of it) : I made cookies for the first time. Not very nice and it was burnt. You can see smoke. Mama said it wasn't that bad and Abah ate most of it. 0.o Hungry or just want to make me feel better..? Hahaha... Okay, that's about it for my 'biskut hitam'. Hopefully I can make some more and pray to Allah that it will not burn. Hahaha. Oh yeah... And me and my sibs take the 'adventure or concern in the nature of trade' .... TEEEETTTT.. Apesal masuk ayat taxation pulak kat sini... haha. Waktu exam tak nak ingat... ok back to the story. We took the train all the way to Suria KLCC. Nak pegi Kinokuniya, the book store tu. Boleh pulak dalam banyak2 hari in this year, haritu jugelah yang dia nak tutup. 29/05/2012. Woah! Ingat. Hee :) Mungkin dia punya account close on 30th of May so yeah... accounting stuff. Kesian Liana because she's the one nak pegi sana :( Anyway, we window shopped like usual aaannnddd... went to Petrosains. Lawatan sambil belajar. Walaupun penat kami semua tetap bergembira <- ayat sekolah rendah..haha :D. Ok whatelse... okay, I finish reading a book: Mountain Between Us. One word: Superb. I really feel like I'm walking inches deep in snow, really slows down your movement. And the ending is so surprising and how do I described it...it is more than sad, you feel it really deep in your heart, touching I would say and  I literally cried. That's about it I think... Others if I happened to remember I will find my time to share it yea.

Tonight, tarawih has started which means Ramadan al-Mubarak is here~!!! :) Alhamdulillah I have the chance to meet Ramadan again and may Allah give me chance to celebrate Ramadan till the end of the month. I cannot fast for these early days because .... hence that explain why I'm here and not at the masjid :( But never mind. The good thing is I get the last 10 days insyaAllah :) Rasa terkilan juga sebenarnya sebab tak rasa sepenuhnya kedatangan Ramadan ni. Tak fully prepared lagi physically and mentally. Sibuk sangat. Rasa bersalah sangat sebab alasannya sibuk, sibuk urusan dunia... Hmmm... I don't do much for the month of Rejab and Sya'ban so yeah lagi lagi la rasa macam wasted. Hopefully Ramadan ni I will spend more time doing ibadah, jadikan urusan dunia urusan ibadah juga. Pahala berlipat-lipat kali ganda, syaitan pun takde nak ganggu ye tak..? Yang jadi penghalang dan cabarannya habit dan nafsu aje la. So let's make this Ramadan a start for good habits and starting for istiqamah for ibadah. InsyaAllah and amin to that.

Last but not least:

Happy Ramadan al-Mubarak. Let us benefit from it. Let's enjoy what we have done in this month and not regret for what we have missed.

Regards,
Farhana <3

Your birthday special

To you,

I just want you to know that you already steal my heart, so give it back!!! No... Let me rephrase that. You must know that I care so much about you. Even if nothing happen between us we still have a friendship to cherish.

                                                                                                                                                   Love,

Farhana

Berlatarbelakangkan lagu Joe Brooks, Holes Inside, I'm here, Farhana want to make a confession.

I like that guy :) He's agreeable, I'm comfortable being around him, caring, older than me... ahhh. What's with all these reasons. I just like him. I do. A lot. 

Kalau ada, ada lah. Kalau takde takpe.

Love,

Farhana

If you can see how myself 

   light up just now

If you can see the shine

   in my eyes

If you know why I just

   wanted to stay for

        a while

Then I am

BUSTED!!!

     =.=

I hate this feelings