Do you feel like blogging?

Because I do. Yes as you guess it... It's my stress time (final is around the corner). No, I'm not stress. I am stress because I'm not stress. Y U NO STRESS? Some of you think it's might be a good thing rite? It is but at times like this it is not. Anyways, I am still stress that I'm not stress. So I am stressed out. Enough.

I just cut my fingernails (itu pun nak cite) and every time I type rasa sakit kat hujung tu. Penah rasa tak? And keyboard ni tak sedap. I use keyboard spare tu since my laptop punya rosak. Masuk air... Hujan tak tutup tingkap... Aigoo. Jadi shot la kot. Huruf G, H, backspace, print screen tak leh pakai. Annoying. Rosak waktu assignment tengah melambak. Imagine my assignment tu kan tulis orang putih dan betapa banyaknya perkataan 'the' tu kena tulis. Siapkan sume dulu pastu tambah huruf H kemudiannya pakai on-screen keyboard. =.=" huuu... tapi takpe la... Damage has been done. Move on ye cik adik, move on.

I don't know what to write actually but I just feel like writing. This evening I confused lemon grass and grass jelly. I thought cincau is the lemon grass.. Whaa..??? Anyways, petang tadi, i mean for lunch i had this pasembor penang and cendol. Sedap la jugak. You guys know kan im not very fond of eating so sorry if i said it's 'sedap la jugak' when it is suppose to be 'sedap gila'.

Hmmm... What to write next? MMU boring.. Haha.. Tetibe.. Lololol. Mama ckp ni symptom tak balik rumah during the weekend. Hmmm.. Ada open house dan kononnya nak study. Konon la ada la jgk sikit. Dalam 10%?? Hee.. Huu.. Adoyai.. Ok mood please datang. Please please please i beg you. This morning my brother called and he said 'Kak Far! Ada anak kucing baru' and I was like not again... Bukan serik tapi takut sedih lagi.

Before raya ada these two kittens kat belakang rumah. Jumpa on a different day. Nama mereka Kecik & Bulat. Dua2 sudah tiada :'\ Bermula pertemuan bersama Kecik di belakang rumah, dalam longkang, right before sebelum nak buka puasa. Kesian Kecik... basah dan kesejukan. Cute face dia dan bunyi bising leads to a rescue mission. Bulat pula, duduk sendirian sambil meng-eooww pada pukul 7 pagi. Kes yang sama... muka yang comel dan bunyi bising menyebabkan kami selamatkan dia. Letak diorang sekali dalam satu box. And then we were like aaawww... adik beradik because both pun same color. Sampai sekarang tak tahu jantan ke betina. Macam too small to tell. Lolz. Kitorang ada jugak letak kat belakang rumah mana la tau mak dia datang kutip tapi kucing-kucing kat belakang tu sekor pun tak nak mengaku anak. Sheesh...

Tak tahu kenapa sayang sangat kat dua2 ekor ni. Bila pkir pemergian diorang ni boleh rasa sebak yang teramat sangat dan tidak impossible boleh menitiskan air mata. Mungkin jumpa time raya agaknya. Pemeriah suasana la katakan. Bawa balik Alor Staq tau diorg ni... haaa.. hebat tak? Kecik2 dah travel. Mungkin juga saya rasa mereka ni ada harapan untuk besar dan jadi a part of the family (they already did). Mama and abah sangat supportive. Mama siap suruh beli bottle. And they also take turn susukan the kittens. They said mcm ada anak kecik pulak. So yeah, I really want a future with the cute little kittens. Tapi apa kan daya, Allah lebih mencintai mereka. :'\

Mula2 Bulat mati dulu. Lepas tu Kecik. Tak tahu apa sebabnya. Mungkin demam kot. Memang menangis gila dan murung je hari Kecik pegi tu. I was thinking what went wrong, did I hurt them in any way and I fikir that I can't see them ever again and tak dapat tengok diorang membesar. :'\ It's very hard for me to deal with the loss and it takes sometime for me to let them go. Now ada anak kucing baru pulak. Abah jumpa dekat tgh jalan waktu nak balik ke rumah from masjid. Nasib baik tak terlanggar... ambil la bawa balik rumah. Dan hati saya meraung 'kenapa..???' hahaha.. over. Ish tak baik betul, rasa macam menyalahkan takdir pula. Astaghfirullah. So yeah, kucing baru ni warna jingga,lupa namanya apa.. Liana dah bagi nama dah. Tapi matanya tak bukak and dia tak meow sgt. Kalau eoow pun pelan je bunyi. Katanya abah nak bawa pegi vet. Hopefully everything goes well. Kucing baru ni besar sikit dari Kecik & Bulat so dah boleh bg biskut la kot. Tak kecik sangat so tak perlu la risau sangat nak bagi makan apa.. ye tak?

Esok baru nak balik rumah nak jumpa si oren. hee...

Itu saja for this post. See you in the next post.

Comel kan? Kecik

Yin and Yang. Kan dah kata adik beradik

Playing outside di Alor Star.

Dah pandai keluar box :')

Ada video lagi... Mana tak sedih.