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Assalamualaikum and greetings :)

It's been a long time no? Rindunya menulis di blog ni :') I mean in a proper paragraphs and not emotional short post. Hahaha. Well, things happen sometimes. Anyways, yeah. I've been busy lately. Ye, ni mungkin satu statement yang lame yang selalu anda dengar especially the one that are close to me. Saya busy tak tipu. :'3 The earlier weeks in mmu was hell. There were A LOT of activities. Bersepah gila! Then the following weeks so-so la. Kalau ada busy-o-meter it will be at the yellow area. Now, my mid-sem break officially start bbuuutttt I have to go to Sabah for a program: Sekolah@MMU Sabah II. Tadi tidur petang dah mimpi dah sampai Sabah :) Excited much. I have tons of thing to write especially activities during the previous sem break. Tapi tak sempat... Sedihnya kalau nak tulis balik dah tak ingat dah, ingat tajuk je. It's so sad when I cannot write in details, deliberate it. Huuu... : '\

So, here's a summary of what happen (some of it) : I made cookies for the first time. Not very nice and it was burnt. You can see smoke. Mama said it wasn't that bad and Abah ate most of it. 0.o Hungry or just want to make me feel better..? Hahaha... Okay, that's about it for my 'biskut hitam'. Hopefully I can make some more and pray to Allah that it will not burn. Hahaha. Oh yeah... And me and my sibs take the 'adventure or concern in the nature of trade' .... TEEEETTTT.. Apesal masuk ayat taxation pulak kat sini... haha. Waktu exam tak nak ingat... ok back to the story. We took the train all the way to Suria KLCC. Nak pegi Kinokuniya, the book store tu. Boleh pulak dalam banyak2 hari in this year, haritu jugelah yang dia nak tutup. 29/05/2012. Woah! Ingat. Hee :) Mungkin dia punya account close on 30th of May so yeah... accounting stuff. Kesian Liana because she's the one nak pegi sana :( Anyway, we window shopped like usual aaannnddd... went to Petrosains. Lawatan sambil belajar. Walaupun penat kami semua tetap bergembira <- ayat sekolah rendah..haha :D. Ok whatelse... okay, I finish reading a book: Mountain Between Us. One word: Superb. I really feel like I'm walking inches deep in snow, really slows down your movement. And the ending is so surprising and how do I described it...it is more than sad, you feel it really deep in your heart, touching I would say and  I literally cried. That's about it I think... Others if I happened to remember I will find my time to share it yea.

Tonight, tarawih has started which means Ramadan al-Mubarak is here~!!! :) Alhamdulillah I have the chance to meet Ramadan again and may Allah give me chance to celebrate Ramadan till the end of the month. I cannot fast for these early days because .... hence that explain why I'm here and not at the masjid :( But never mind. The good thing is I get the last 10 days insyaAllah :) Rasa terkilan juga sebenarnya sebab tak rasa sepenuhnya kedatangan Ramadan ni. Tak fully prepared lagi physically and mentally. Sibuk sangat. Rasa bersalah sangat sebab alasannya sibuk, sibuk urusan dunia... Hmmm... I don't do much for the month of Rejab and Sya'ban so yeah lagi lagi la rasa macam wasted. Hopefully Ramadan ni I will spend more time doing ibadah, jadikan urusan dunia urusan ibadah juga. Pahala berlipat-lipat kali ganda, syaitan pun takde nak ganggu ye tak..? Yang jadi penghalang dan cabarannya habit dan nafsu aje la. So let's make this Ramadan a start for good habits and starting for istiqamah for ibadah. InsyaAllah and amin to that.

Last but not least:

Happy Ramadan al-Mubarak. Let us benefit from it. Let's enjoy what we have done in this month and not regret for what we have missed.

Regards,
Farhana <3