Life is expensive

Seriously!!! Okay now that I have nobody to depand on (ada la other relatives) tapi saya kan dah besar so kena la pandai jaga sendiri. Berbekalkan duit yang berjumlah RM ******* from Mama and Abah sebelum pergi haji, saya pun meneruskan hidup seperti biasa...haha :D Sepanjang waktu ni, I've enter a few role in life, some are old and others are new.. a sister(always will be), a mom, a dad, a manager..haha :D and a housekeeper, a driver!

Okay back to the topic. As now that I'm holding the money in my hand (it's for my own use and my siblings ) I can see how fast the money flow out. Makan, barang2 untuk bilik, minyak kereta and I know I tak bayar bill for my phone tapi I bet bill mesti tinggi punya la. First2 mama and abah pegi tu, banyak telefon adik-adik, mesej. Pastu nak contact dengan groupmate for assignment. Club meeting lagi, nak contact committee. In short banyak la! Pastu haritu nak balik Alor Setar.. calling Liana and Chik like millions of time.. Belanja kek, hadiah Amar...

Recently, waktu nak book Hani punya tiket nak balik Kedah, memang mencabar keimanan dan mencabar saving account aku. Hehe.. Rasa waktu tu macam AirAsia tak nak duit je.. dah fill in dah the detalis sume, tinggal nak buat transaction je.. haih.. Tapi akhirnya boleh juga.. tuan punya badan buat sendiri. Pening nak pikior banyak2 kali. Haha :D Itu pun involve banyak mesej2 and calling2 between me, Hani, Pak Ngah, Chik and waktu Hani nak balik lagi.. Now, now don't get me wrong here okay. I'm not complaining I just nak cakap that just imagine yourself at your parents' place. Banyak kan belanja??? :S Tu baru bill telephone, rumah, kete, anak-anak lagi, bank, etctec..Gulp! No wonder Abah dah kurang rambut dah..hehe.. I have to said to my future husband supaya cari kerja elok2, dapat duit banyak2 nak tampung family of course yang halal je ek sayang... GAHAHAH:D euww! ok skip that part...

Balik rumah haritu, buka mail box tu, banyak gila surat, Astro, Maxis, Bank, bank and more bank, MAC?? MPH :)) MBPJ(saman)...Erk! I hope it's not because of me...Hihi.. Takot nak bukak.. It's not for you pun Farhana. Jangan nak gatal! Your time will come. Gugur rambut2 bila tengok digit kat bill tu.. So sekarang ni nak belanja pun, lambat je nak keluar duit..

So, belanja dengan cermat kay..?:))