Drive safely

Last day of Ramadhan and my patience was tested. I had not done any of my raya shopping up until the last two days of puasa. Sibuklah katakan (dan kurang duit untuk dibelajankan). So I went to Subang Parade last day of puasa. Adalah jumpa satu blouse and tudung but tak jumpa kasut yang best.GGGRRRRR. Punya la banyak kasut yang ada kat situ,boleh tak berkenan. Ingatkan nak pergi Empire
tapi Liana dah tak larat. HMPH! Ok la fine la...penatkan jalan-jalan sambil puasa.I have to admit that I felt the same as well. Ingatkan nak ajak mama pergi Pyramid tapi dia pun sibuk juga. Sibuk masak. Rendang, ketupat and such. So tak dapatlah ikut sama. So when I was driving back I was furious. Sebab? Tak jumpa kasut. Bawa kereta laju gila! Laju la for me as I don't usually drive at that speed. Waktu nak tukar lane tu ada la satu kereta ni. We were speeding up. I bagi signal tapi kereta tu niether go slow nor speed up more than my car. Rasanya dia tak nampak kot. I don't know. Dan saya pun potong secara laju dan berbahaya so that tak miss simpang kat depan tu.Yang penting saya di HONK!!! I blacked out for a few seconds. My sister kat sebelah. She didn't breathe a word. Takut agaknya.

Balik rumah baru saya tanya my sister about the car. I asked whether the driver was a man/woman, ramai ke dalam kereta tu, was I driving dangerously, etcetc. She said she didn't know about the driver. Maybe dia pun takut nak tengok. Yang penting: Yeap I was driving dangerously and almost berlanggar dengan kereta tu. Tapi mujurlah tak jadi apa-apa. Alhamdulillah. I was thinking what if ada family dalam kereta tu, ada baby ke, orang tua ke, orang kurang upaya ke.And I imagined my sister's fear. Haih. So upset with myself. Waktu
dia honk tu memang rasa nak maki balik la tapi bila pikir2 balik, salah saya juga kot. Kalau accident (touch wood) kan susah. Diorang tak boleh beraya and bercuti(regardless Muslim or not). Niether can I. Nak bayar belanja repair kereta lagi. Kalau ada yang maut ke, kan payah. Nauzubillah. Yeah people I think THAT MUCh. I should call myself THE THINKER. (Nah, more of the worrier). Anyways, the point is,
saya rasa dalam hal ni saya ada buat salah and I really feel bad about it and I AM SORRY!!! Kan best kalau ada honk bunyi 'sorry'. And bila pikir2 balik, saya marah pasal kasut je pun. Kasut tu ada banyak
in production. But LIFE? ONCE. In life there are plenty of second chances. But life itself? No second chance. Maybe because the homo sapiens will take it for granted if too many chances are given.

So people, when you are in the driver's seat make sure you are in a natural state, regardless you are a female or male. I never believe that when my roomate said that you really drive dangerously when you are furious. But now I believe her. Got to be careful next time.

And that's all for this entry. Drive safe, be safe.

Road user,
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Farhana :)