Balance

I'm quite aware that I am head over heels right now (heee). I'm also sure that everyone around me notice this as well. It's easy to tell because they come up with this remark "Amboi, bahagia dia sekarang" or "Untungla dah ada boyfriend" or "Untungla boyfriend dekat". So yeah, I'm very happy...hee :) It's nothing like I ever felt before (here's your bucket) hahahah :D. Apart from that, there is also complaint "sekarang tak nak lepak dengan kitorang dah" or "asyik berkepit je ngan bf" etcetc. Hmmm...macam mana nak explain ye kawan2... Saya admit that recently I mean lepas in relationship saya macam kurang keluar dengan kawan2 especially awak, Salis. Saya mintak maaf banyak2 kalau awak touching dengan saya. Fana tahu kita dah kurang keluar makan sama2 dah sekarang. Mungkin saya tengah ciwi lagi kot sekarang. Selalu orang kata apa "baru dapat kan". Hahaha. I have to admit la mesti kita nak keluar ngan special one kalau you get the chance kan. Kalau boleh tiap masa nak dengan dia... betul tak? (Here's your second bucket and yang ada bf/gf tu sila mengaku. thnx). So you guys, actually saya tengah cuba try balance kan masa saya spend with friends, family, special one. I really do. Kadang tu rasa bersalah jugak la bila turn down kawan punya invitation. Ampun2. And please do give me sometime to work this out (macam susah sangat je kan). Susah jugak la sebenanya sebab kalau tak handle betul2 akan timbul masalah 'touching mouching' ni...hoho. Karang kena tinggal sorang2...Haaa, waktu tu baru nak terkapai-kapai. Padan muka diri sendiri. Yela, apa2 pun family and friends come first rite? So guys, I will try my hard to spend time ample with you guys okay :) 

Love,

Farhana