Restriction(s)

Kebelakangan ni rasa lonely sangat dan dull and boring and useless dan seangkatan dengannya... hoho:D Bangun pagi, solat, mandi, makan(kadang2  selalu tak) sidai kain, basuh kain, masak, bagi nenek makan (saya tak makan, that explain why saya kurus sangat.haha:D) naik atas lipat kain, online, online, online...BOSAN and makes me feel old. Orang cakap enjoy la masa sekarang ni free.. boleh buat apa-apa je nanti dah busy baru nak buat macam2. Biasa kan macam tu?? Well, I was trained to do things half way.. I only talk, I don't walk it.. Faham tak? Haha:D Plan macam2 tapi selalu tak jadi for various reasons. Always like that. Hopefully nak kahwin nanti tak macam tu.. Cakap-cakap je tapi tak jadi..HOHO:D okay, back to the story. And I don't always work for what I talk.If I plan something I can see where it goes.. nowhere. So as selalu sangat tak jadi nak buat apa-apa, I stop the talk. Senang. Takde lah get my hopes too high. :) . Tapi kat rumah ni ada macam-macam benda boleh buat, I can practice my origami, I got my scrapbook stuff, I got my camera but tak tahu la.. dah jadi tak seronok dah =P kadang-kadang rasa macam tak bersyukur pula. Haha. You know what I want right now??? I want to PUNCH someone for real, siapa member club boxing kat sini? I want to have a good fight, sworing, tarik-tarik rambut, gigit someone and stuff, and nak jerit kuat-kuat, run for hundred miles, nak slam the door kuat-kuat, lompat-lompat atas katil and have a pillow fight, nyanyi kuat-kuat, laugh out loud, nak dance.. siapa2 nak jadi dance partner saya?, nak makan junk food for the whole day, nak hangout for a whole day, watch movie the whole day, nak boyfriend haha.. sengal.
Do I sound okay to you?

I just want my mom back. As you all know, well some of you don't, my mom dapat naik pangkat jadi GKMP that stands for Guru Kanan Mata Pelajaran. GKMP ni kira setaraf dengan pentadbir sekolah la jugak tapi bawah sikit daripada pentadbir...haaa, macam mana tu setaraf tapi bawah sikit. Kira important macam pentadbir la. Korang pikiaq la sendiri. So of course kerja bertambah banyak+meeting bertambah banyak= sibuk sangat. So sekarang mama balik selalu lambat daripada biasa. Walaupun tak banyak masa mengajar di kelas tapi mama saya ada banyak kerja management untuk diuruskan. I'm happy for her, not because she's busy of course, sebab dapat naik pangkat. I think she deserve it. She is very dedicated and a really hardworking teacher. For 10 years berkhidmat dekat sekolah tu FINALLY Datin 'noticed' my mom. Yeah about wanting my mom back, dia sangat superbusy dan balik lambat so saya sangat lonely kat rumah. So sekarang dah tak selalu pergi Subang Parade,hoho:O Saya cuba faham yang sekarang things change so I tak nak merengek sebab she balik lambat etcetc tp deep inside saya merengek jugak...Haha:D I just want to make things easy for her sebab dia sibuk and stuff so kalau saya merajuk kan lagi memeningkan kepala dia.. betul tak? I know promotion ni mean A LOT to her so I want her to be happy. I just errrmm.. MISS HER yes I MISS MAMA though dia kat sini je tak pegi mana2 pun. I am now trying to adapt to the new situation.
Wish me luck and be strong kay? :)

Then JPA... Hadoi. Cepat la sikit. Kalau dapat..OK la, HAPPY la..haha:D Kalau tak dapat boleh la saya move on. Nak uruskan kemasukan ke UiTM Segamat ni..ahahaa:D ayat tak leh bla. I mean yeah seriously. Dah la panduan tu MEMENINGKAN,suka ulang-ulang, pastu link dia bagi tak specific, suka bagi benda yang tak important sekali. Tak pernah dengar ke STRAIGHT TO THE POINT??? Sheesh=.=' Nak kata bongok kang marah..haha:D Nak kena beli baju batik la,apa la...euww..haha:D Ok2 dah dah...Tapi do I have choice..Ermmm nope. So kalau confirm masuk UiTM kena la ikut kan? Di mana lantai dipijak di situ bumbung dijunjung, betul tak? Result JPA pun akan keluar dalam a few days je lagi so better be good:| Wish me the best people.. Sayang kamu=)

p/s: Thank you so much to Syazana & Azlyn coz keluar dengan kita haritu.Sangat2 terharu:) XOXO